That is some really hard stuff, I'd be stressed too
Good energy coming to you! Sometimes things are removed from our lives to make room for the next adventure. I think there was definitely bad energy there, no one needs that. If you aren't meant to go back to that job, something more important must be coming. I believe that! You are stronger than this time in your life and you will get past it! Look for that horizon, do something to spoil yourself (sometimes I just get a hot drink and light candles, what ever works for you) and try to relax for a spell, you'll think a little clearer.